20/11/22 16:40:31
Sometime ...one just wants to VENT ones spleen and say how fucked life is and how much it sucks! [and then y' have to edit your own shit typing, LOL!]
From the start... I was lying awake, tossing and turning, arranging sheets and blankets... thinking “Either get up, go for a piss or go back to sleep; dickhead!” ... It's not that hard.
Liver! I wanted Liver... with Bacon and a Beef Gravy!
Cravings are NOT to be discounted... Y' don't crave something y' don't need. The body doesn't crave something it doesn't know...
I'm craving Liver... I know Liver. I've had it before... My body knows it has Iron and Protein and all the good kit...
I've never craved Raspberry Ice-cream as I've never had it... Ergo... Trust a craving!
Not chocolate or tobacco or booze!!! They are hidden by sugar or habit....!!

And... after a shower, a walk, a wait [doing a Kindle Book] and a bus-ride... “Thank-you” Bus-driver... a short wander to the Swooper-Markt...
NO FUCKING Liver! FFS! ...LOL! That was the whole purpose of my trip...
Ha!
Steak and Kidney, of some form, tonight.... There must be some form of sustenance in kidney I crave... probably Iron, I suspect...
We'll see... I'll see, probably.

I've spent my day [Sund'y] on a bus, waiting for a bus, at the Super-Market... waiting for another bus while watching that odd-bloke [it's a bus-stop!] ... and home again to go on-line gobbing-off to friendly folk... some of whom don't deserve it...

Yes... Issues to sort!

Life continues as I sort it... Thank you, everyone that has concerns... I'm OK, just spouting! Venting my spleen, as the phrase happens... 

Pete, gobbing-off; but OK. Rest! Standdown, please. 

Friends are always close but never close enough... Kameraden more so... Siblings are more difficult than Mates... 
It's all good... I'm going nowhere. You read... you know.. I'm a bit fucked up but still OK... 
And... LOL! I've not yet figured what I'll eat... (I have cabbage and spud to go with meat/protein, some fruz peas etc...)

I feel a bit more than a bit pox... but generally OK... somehow, oddly... Maybe, I've spoken/written how krap I feel is cathartic (OMGoodness! A WeBlog?? WTF Saying what I feel.... ) 
Weird... I'm not into expressing my feelings, but I imagine no-one here will notice... [check my stats! It's quiet!] 

Thanks for reading and saying fuck-all... I just want to gob-off and spout shit... No comments or replies are required. 

Pete, Out.